::Fairy On The Moon::

went partying on sat..
haha i realised its quite an experience being with a big grp of guys and tt guys in a big grp can be realie terrible wen they party! i tink everyone of those guys were super drunk! and dead gone. goodness...haha even after my attempts to revive them by slapping them it didnt work! tried to stop them from drinking coz they were drinking too much but i was no match fer all of em! sighz..and one of my frends poured his bottle of beer all over my head! i was simply dripping!! argh..and he seemed to tink it was very funny somemore. i hope he was realie drunk and not pretending to be so he can get away with stuff like tt....

lesson learnt: being drunk aint a good experience, but having drunkards as frends is an even more harrowing experience!
it was quite funny tho..coz on of my frend he was so drunk he just climbed on top of e podium and started shaking and dancing like nobodys business! goodness! but it was quite funny coz i was quite entertained...and he looked a sight man! of coz everyone was staring at him...
haha... ah well....it was fun fer me tho!...hehe

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/30/2002

less then four more weeks to prelims. My work is in a mess, my files are unarranged, my notes r flying loose all over the place, i am totally unprepared, i havent read my lit books yet and....basically everything is in a mess. I cant believe it...two years have realie flown past. It just seems like yesterdae wen i jus completed my last paper ( during the Os) and surrendered to extreme euphoria. i still rem that day clearly. All of us throwing our books in the air and all of us screaming with sheer joy and running out of the hall laughing and hugging each other. And then i thought that finally the worse was over... and how wrong i was.. haha.. sighz...the weeks before Os...i was anticipating my sweet freedom..thinking tt ill finally be able to get away from these chains..these books that were bogging me down. But i guess now i realised those days were so much easier in comparison to now and O levels were just a breeze..ok..back to reality.

back to todae

back to now

this is no time to reminise abt old memoried and get all sentimental.

its time i started doing some solid work. im one of e worlds biggest procratinaters man..

just signed up fer graduation nite todae. The theme is "ever after" *moan*....is that the best the council could come up with? in my opinion its super lame and cheesy. Im sorry...im just being very candid. i mean ever after???? i mean....dun u tink its abit..erm...u noe?? ever after..hahaha... yah...anywaez, i didnt realli wanna go prom coz im quite sian of such stuff..hehe..coz i've already been to one in sec4 and i know ad its like, and frankly it isnt like the best thing in the world. i mea, its alrite, quite fun, but yeah,its not something tt i have to go to, or will die if i dun go to. i mean, this may sound abit..off..but dun u tink somehow the idea of a prom is abit manufactured? its like manufactured fun, and manufactured glam and glitz.

dawn u sound soooo cynical..wad is wrong with u? haha

well, im not against prom, but i guess all that girlish fun and excitment just kinda gets lost after a while. i guess it was more exciting wen i was in sec4 coz it was my first time! haha..wen i told my fren that i didnt realie feel like going to prom, she was like shrieking and like " how can u not go??? r u crazy??" haha...ok..so maybe i am. :O) i tink i wanna wear the most plainest and consevrative dress ever so ill actually stand out! haha..while everyone is super glitzy and glam, and its gona be a big flesh parade..i'll just be plain jane! dosent sound like me..haha

ok...im off to dig fer my lit notes!

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/30/2002

What Drink Are You?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/30/2002

Sunday, July 28, 2002

Well-endowed both in mind and in body, you don't hesitate to use both to your advantage! Your confidence and sense of humour make you a pleasure to be around. You're crafty, clever and cute - a formula that would bring any man to his knees! But while your wit and charisma are definite assets, others may not be able to keep up with your resourceful intelligence. Take care not to overwhelm people with your treasures. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?

intelligent?
hmm..tts a thought
haha

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

oh reallie..????
haha

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

I'm 'Get This Party Started'! What are you?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

Which Piercing are you?

goodness!!!! haha nIPPLE!?!?!?!?!?!

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

you're girl, interrupted. you're fun and friendly, and just a little bit crazy.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

yah yah...this one is quite true..
esp good food ( everyone whu noes me noes wad a glutton i am !!!) and good frens...and oh well..having fun too!!! hehe....

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

You are Pink!

You are a fun-loving party girl. You like to shock people, and keep them guessing
with your tough/tender exterior. You pride yourself on being unique, and standing out
in a crowd. Your popularity guarantees a bright future, with lots more excitement to come!

Take the "Which Empowered Female Artist Are You" Quiz
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i love pinK! i tink she is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL!

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/28/2002

Saturday, July 27, 2002

haiz..its alwaes abt LAREN.. im going mad mad mad...
im turning into a nutcase! lynn is making me go mad.. oh yah...laren is her stupid ex. i mean every outing i have with her has to turn out into a can laren come along thing.. im dead sick of it. lynn told me she was thru with him..tt she wasnt gona contact him ever lor. ANd the i dunno wad the heck is happening now..but i dunno wad the heck their relationship is!? Goodness.. isnt he supposed to be her EX?? like..finished? done with? then why is he suudenyl back in her life again? and i mean she goes out with him every single day can? and she uses me as an excuse. im dead sick of it. Its bad enuff u go out with a guy i dun like but now u have to use me as an excuse. well, her parents dun like him so everydae wen she goes out with HIM, she'll tell her parents shes with me and then she will call me and ask me to cover up fer her. SIghz. and i have lied God knows how many times to her parents already la. I have told her tt i dun like ti already. I mean u use me once or twice as a cover up or excuse is fine lor...but everydae???? and i dun even like that guy! along with his pervertic frend mark. Goodness... i duno wad to do la..i mean im doing stuff fer her as a frend but somehow i get the feeling shes trying to take advantage of me. I mean its like theres this party tmr and i was going with her. And then she told me just now tt ..laren wants to come along .... and i was like i almost screamed can? but i just simply said.. " u noe i dun like it. i told u already" sigjz, and she finally agreed not to ask him along. she better not. ill just call him up and yell in his ear. i mean ive alwaes been nice and cordial arnd him but tt dosent mean i LOVE him or realie wan him arnd 24/7?! sighz..

i dunno wad im saying la..i tink ill be fine later anywae
i guess ill still continue to cover up fer her..but im certainly not gonna accpet anymore "surprise! Laren is coming with us" nonsense anymore.. or God forbid " mark is coming with us" sighz...not like they r realie bad pple la..but still....i mean...itsl like weird fer me and i alwaes feel extra lor...besides i dun tink laren is lynns ex anymore. not from the way they r acting anywaez...

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/27/2002

Thursday, July 25, 2002

jus had one of those talks with my parents, and i started crying..as usual...i dunno why im alwaes so emotional wen i have one of those "serious talks" with my parents. ok..i dunno why im alwaes so emotional. period. God...i reali wish i wasnt so emotional lor..

i tink i got reali upset coz my parents dun realie seem to care abt me. Like they r totally heck care and bo chup. They dun seem to care abt my welfare and stuff at all. In the past i mean, i was quite glad that they were so bo chup coz it meant i had more freedom..but now it seems more like indifference. i just wan my parents to give a damn abt me. i just wan my parents to care fer me. i just wan my parents to PAY ATTENTION to me. i dun wan my parents to give up on me. Then we got onto the topic of studies, then they were like "oh well...u can study if u wan..but if dun wan then its ok..we're not forcing u..up to u ..ur life ur choice.." ok..i noe i shld be appreciating this freedom and liberation..but somehow in a weird way i wish my parents would care! i wish they would offer me some guidance instead of telling me "ur life ur choice ure problem" its scary ok..its like..im bound to wander onto the wrong path somehow.

then i kicked up this big fuss abt how i wanted them to care and how they would stop saying "up to u lor" i mean they care abt all e wrong things altogether lor. then my mum said "of coz we care la" then i was like "how come u dun show it?" and she kept quiet..sighz..wad to do??? wen will my parents see the light? do i need to do something drastic to get them to notice me? to care fer me? i guess i totally understand now, the werid things some teenagers do just to get their parents attention

anywae, me and lynn are finally cool...we made up ..and guess why? coz she realised that mark was a pervert! (M) u noe..that guy whu was her ex's frend that i was forced to be with last sat? hahaa u noe why she said that? coz mark said that her boobs were very small, and mark also said she was extremely easy-going to she and her ex would prob have sex everydae. i cant believe that guys corrupted mind. I TOLD YOU HE WAS A PERVERT ALREADY!!! and as usual...i was right. but did anybody listen?? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....i m alwaes right wen it comes to stuff like tt. i just have insight! AHEM. anywae she called me tt day..and i wa so surprised to hear frm her. And she was like "dawn, i need to bitch abt mark" . ah well..im glad we made up. i knew mark was a pervert..no question. i cant believe it also. i mean wad the HECK was he LOOKING at that AREA for? like its his business!? sheesh..i dun dare to see him again man. i wonder where his eyes will be!

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/25/2002

Tuesday, July 23, 2002

which mr. men/little miss are you?
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dawn fairy on the moon at 7/23/2002

Oh the sentimental side of life! You are the fourth finger, the ring finger as it is sometimes known as. You value emotions and the small sentimentalities of life. Especially dreams of that you-know-who...

Which finger are you?
Take the quiz to find out.

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/23/2002

What day are you?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/23/2002

do u hear my screams behind the silence?

do u see my anguish beyond my mask?

do u see me struggling so hard to reach you?

do u see these tears beyond my smile?

tell me then.. wad do u see? wad do u hear?

....fallen behind...........degenerating.......

so lonely in a world of full of rejection...

where do i belong?

save me then..

..save me from the world....save me from lonliness....

..and most of all...save me from myself...

NO NO NO. i just realised something. If u realie want something ...u've gotta fight fer it. U cant just sit arnd and expect it to fall on ur lap coz its not going to. And nobody can save you. onli u can save urself. If the whole world gives up on u, and nobody gives a damn abt u, then u shldnt give up on urself to..u have to save urself. if u want happiness, u gotta go out and get it, u gotta fight fer it.. u want love, u want peace, u want faith...u gotta do the same too..who said life was a str8 and smooth journey anywae? i feel like ive finally awakened from a dream ( well..not completely, just half -awake but its better then nuthing) i tink maybe its time i thought abt my studies. maybe its time i stopped partying, maybe its time i stopped playing, maybe its time i stopped slacking, maybe its time i stopped having so much fun.

stop dawn. stop. wad am i talking abt? argh...that dosent sound like me at all. i need a tight slap. yup..i tink thats wad i need. and a good shake. to wake myself up. to tell myself tt if i continue to procrastinate im going to ruin my life..i cant just watch my life fall in shambles. Ive gotta do something to save it. Whu gives a damn wad pple think abt ur life? i gotta help myself...

you may tink tt my life is going down the toilet but i refuse to admit it. i refuse to let it
one month ago i would have stopped, sit back and have done completely nuthing..
but now dawn, its time u realised that only u can help urself. i dun give a damn wad all u pple think..

somehow i will make it

somehow i will survive.

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/23/2002

Sunday, July 21, 2002

Which Angel would you be?
By Angel

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

What Flavor Icecream Are You?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

What Pattern Are You?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

Take the Which "Fairly Oddparents" character are you? Test.

dawn: quite true la..thats why i alwaes screw up..make bad choices and say the wrong things at e wrong time!

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

Take the Which Powerpuff Girl Are You? Test.

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

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dawn fairy on the moon at 7/21/2002

Saturday, July 20, 2002

i went out with lynn todae..
and now i feel completely like crap....coz it ended in a realie realie realie bad way..sighz..we ended up having a tiff and stuff and now i feel completely bad can!
ok..its an absoultely long story but it started out with her EX and her Ex's frend..lets call him M ..anywae, she asked me out todae, so i said k..coz i tot we were gona do some bonding time and stuff together..then wen i reached, she said she had a nice surprise fer me..and LO AND BEHOLD..there was her EX ..plus HIS FREN. i cant see how nice that surprise can be..i mean HELLO?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?! how can ur damn ex be a NICE SURPIRSE to me? r u kidding..i spent the entire wed with them and i was already VERYVERY unhappy then tho i didnt show it. coz i was with her on wed, wen she suudenly asked him along, and i didnt even know until i saw him right in front of me and i almost fainted. and she asked him along coz she said they needed to talk. ok, so u need to talk, i understand, but why does it have to be with me arnd? and they have been TALKING fer a long time already too ..anywae in order to give her face, i ahd to TAHAN him the whole of wed, and try to be nice to him and smile at home and talk to him. i mean i was already super reluctant but i forced myself fer her sake. i mean the thing tt irked me was not abt her ex coming along but was abt the fact that she didnt even tell me before hand or ask me if it was ok. i tink seriously its utterly no respect fer me and no regard fer my feelings. But she did it coz she said i prob wouldnt mind and wldnt get angry..yupyup...take advantage of me..haiz..and she did it again TODAE!! argh, i told her she knew i didnt like it..so why didn she do it? and her answer? coz she tot i looked very happy on wed and looked like i didnt mind and was enjoying myself.. helo?? i obv minded! i was just trying to be nice and give her face ok. anywae, i realie wanted to kill her there and then but i decided to control my urges

that wasnt the worse..never mind the ex...

i got dumped together with M the ex's frend! the two of em deicded to walk off together coz they wanted to talk or dunno do wad...and then i got pushed to M and i kinda got paired up with him. oh freak man. haiz..the the worse was M was realie weird like wen we were walking alone together wen lynn and her ex disappeared ( he was giving SUPER BIG attitude ya) and he kept asking if he cld hold my hand. so i said obv NO and he was like asking of we can go "pah toh" and i said NO ..and he kept asking all sorts of crappy stupid questions and i kept smiling and saying no tho deep inside my heart i was already dying. anywae, the worst part came wen he suddenly reached out and tried to hold my waist and i shrieked out loud in the middle of orchard and told him tt he wld die if he ever touched me..ARgH! can u imagine trying to spend a dae with this guy wen i was supposed to be with lynn ( and God knows where she went) i shall not mention anymore funny weird stuff he did anywaeezzzz

well...her ex kept giving attituide and i was getting sick coz i mean im supposed to be having a happy outing with lynn and God knows why he is here and making everyone so damn unhappy. then after that i told M i was attached coz he asked..then he got very angry and started giving attitude! wad??!??!! is it my fault...goodness...then i felt quite bad so i tried to cheer him up but making a "puppet show" out of these stuff toys at nydc. anywae, i succeded at making him smile in the end

by the end of e day, i was getting quite sick and tired of everyones damn attitude, then i decided to tell lynn my feelings frankly. i just told her nicely tt i tot it was unfair to me, tt she never considered my feelings. i said it was no ones fault but i just hoped she could reflect la..and then she got super pissed and gave me attitude. i tink my self control was slipping away already esp after trying to be nice e whole time even tho i didnt wan to at all, so i gto quite annoyed wen she showed attitude. i attempted to reason out with her but she kept saying it wasnt her fault blah blah...oh yah..and like asking her ex bf out was my idea?!
so she started yelling and then i got upset too and i guess i kinda showed attitude too and i got pissed and annoyed too. it was realie bad and ugly anywae.

now i feel completely like shit and i tried calling her and she sounds mad. so i smsed her an apologised. Its not even my fault and im apologising.. SIGH!!!! i hope she talks to me after this tho...i apologised fer my attitude la, thought i tink the reason why it started wasnt my fault coz i realiie didnt noe abt her ex and stuff

well, if one good thing came out of it...i guess she and her ex have finally patched up at the expense of our dispute
sigh..maybe God bless my soul now and just let me rest in peace ( i mean..let me have peace la....not die)

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/20/2002

Thursday, July 18, 2002

argh! sometimes i alwaes wonder WHY ME?
u noe fer the past month ive received the same type of smses four times in a row.. the "hi dawn, i realie wanna be frends with you...is it ok?" type of smses form various anonymous pple all over. Not once, Not twice, not thrice but FOUR TIMES! im beginning to wonder if there r these WHOLE bunch of jokers out to get me man.. and wen i tell them to stop crapping and joking they keep going "no la..not joking..serious..i reallie wanna make frends can or not" and so on..its realie getting so stale and lame. i mean its the same line delievered in various forms over and over again..i bet its this whole gang of jokers collaborating against me. I feel utterly miserable..why me??? am i that nice to joke with?

and those anonymous pple whu sms me r not bad. Its the pple whu give my number to them that reallie wanna die man..i mean once of twice is ok..but four times? im beginning to wonder if its the same person giving them my number to torment me! sighz..seriously la..like just distribute my number like nobodys business u noe..like carry on..and i these bunch of strange weirdos smsing me. i mean if they genuinely wanna be frends then fine..but whu knows wad intentions they have or whether they r juzt kidding arnd or wanna make a complete fool out of me? hah..i may be naive but im not so gullible k.. like seriously..talk abt privacy nowadays...i feel like an utter fool being put up on display. tsk tsk...anywae, i wun be fooled coz its juz too many pple doing it to me..GROAN..can they at least be more original? and if the joker happens to read this...listen up man.. U R DEAD ( bish)..u hear? haha...okay la..im just kidding, im not so violent :OP

anywae, enuff abt that. the more i tink of it the more i feel like wringing the neck of those jokers...the worse is wen u tell them to quit fooling arnd and they continue..manzzz..
if it happens a fifth time..thats it man.. :OP :OP :OP

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/18/2002

i feel so bad..i ponned school yesterdae, and went out in the afternoon. i was quite terrified at the prospect of being caught by one of my tutors, but i figured that id tell them i was on the way to mount E to get a psychiatric checkup( thats ought to shut them up...hehe..) i mean i figured if i told them something like tt..they will prob turn red and start muttering some incohrent stuff under their breath. its a realli embarrassing and well, frankly i dun realie like to malu pple la..(not even my evil tutor..hrumph)

ah well, i did have some fun yesterdae though. my mum's not too happy coz she tinks i onli know how to have fun all day, and she tinks the most impt thing to me is fun, which in her opinion, is a pretty screwed up...anywae, i didnt realie wanna argue with her so i didnt say anything. Anywae, the most impt thing to me in life is NOT to have fun, though i tink its pretty impt to learn to enjoy too, since life is soooooo short! i dun realie wanna die to regret.. :OP anywae i orso know tt studies r impt mahh... i tink i was just more hardworking in sec4...sighz..backstep into civilization..
im absolutely BORED with a capital B of town and the city coz ive been there straight for dunno how many days in a row..it gets quite sian after a while when uve seen everything and u've absolutely got no money to splurge! maybe i shall start hanging out at the airport.hhe...kinda miss tt place..i sued to go there quite often last time..it gives me a kinda sense of release to see the planes soaring into the sky. sometimes i really wish i were in one of those planes u noe..soaring high up..flying away form everything, flying away into somewhere better then here.. ah well, the grass is alwaes greener then the other side ya? anywae, it makes me wonder how the pple in the planes muz be feeling...so many different lives come together in one plane, with so many different thoughts , feelings and emotions..it makes me realize that there r many pple out there with an interesting story to tell! u look at a stranger and u could jolly well be looking at the face of a mass murderer, a kind soul, an angel, a rapists..or anything possible..the world is indeed an interesting place..sometimes i look at the faces of strangers in buses, the mrts.. and i often wonder whether theres a story behind those faces..whether there is more to it, then just wad is on the surface.. sometimes i wunder if pple ever look at me this way.heh

but anywae..i digress...as usual..

back to planes..
yup..as i was saying..its reallie interesting..i love travelling and flying! it gives u such a feeling of euphoria knowning u r going to new and exotic places with endless possibilities.travelling just excites me .
i wanted to be an air stewardess u noe..SIA gal..hehe..but after my frend told me the basic pay was 300 a month and it was categorized under domestic helper(eg servant) that idea kinda melted away like ice cream on a hot pavement..

oh well..so much fer idealized and fanciful dreams :OP
ive decided that life is unfair and i cant do anything abt it so i shall just have to accept that fact
i love mr prince (my lit teacher) he is so abolutely funny, hilarious and nice. he alwaes makes fun of pple, but he has never scolded me before (tts why i love him) he is so utterly slack and he alwaes returns our essays in bits and pieces and our essays are alwaes usually crumpled and torn and dirty when they r returned ( if u r lucky) and sometimes lost ( and usually returned months later) hehe..but despite hes slackness..i tink hes a reallie good and nice teacher..yupYup..:O)

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/18/2002

Wednesday, July 17, 2002

Guys like you because you don't come across as high maintenance or complicated. You seem like a girl they can relate to and actually relax with. Who needs fancy restaurants and limousines when you have pizza and late night TV?

...dawn says: haha..this is not totally true ya...i mean its quite true in the sense that im pretty ok with anything but ..erm..hehhe...i wouldnt mind dining at fullerton occasionally if u noe wad i mean ya..haha..and hey? who minds a limousine? anytime man.. :OP

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/17/2002

Monday, July 15, 2002

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/15/2002

hey....i got home at like 3am on saturdae coz i went clubbing..i tink my mum wasnt very happy coz i was supposed to be home arnd 2..sighz..anywaez, i did it again! i had too much to drink..and i dun tink screwdrivers r too hot anymore..hehe..maybe ill be a chicken and stick to less lethal stuff like hooch.. ok..sorry..i know tt sounds pathetic..i hate shots anywae..the taste is so utterly bitter and i cannot realie take it..urGH!
anywae, the dj of the club tried to pick me up. i was quite amused considering hes kinda old and stuff and he had long and curly hair! argh...hahaa...he asked me out again but i said i would tink abt it.. (which prob means nahh) but it was a fruitful experience coz it means ill get free entry and drinks in that club again! yIpppEEEeee..who needs a membership card now then? but my frend told me he was kinda a buaya so she told me to be careful..haha...well he looks like a buaya la..so im utterly unsurprised! ah well...i dun realie care if hes a buaya or not..i mean free entry and drinks? heh..i aint passing up tt chance fer nutz!

i just came home frm giving tuition at ling kwan youth centre . so tired! 2 and a half hours leh! no joke arrr.. those boys r killing me..hehe..i was like asking them to contribute ideas fer english essay but they just kept utterly silent and in the end i was the one giving all the ideas. i feel as if im the one who is taking the O levels man.. anywae, oneof the boys, mike was quite kind, as he offered me his milkybar..hehe...im a sucker fer sweets of all kinds, so i allowed them to slack a little...(bribery) anywae, i tink we did manage to complete some solid work fer the 2 and a half hours at least! i told all of them to bring milkybars the next time so i could eat it if they didnt do their homework! hehe..this ought to make them get started! ( kinda hoping they wun do also la..so ill get milky bars to eat..hiaKS...KIDDING)

anywae, i used to tink that the boys all looked kinda beng so i was quite terrified, and i was wondering if i could communicate with them, but i tink its quite cool now. beside their bengish appearance, and violent tendencies at times in class, (haha) i tink they r pretty ok, not bad..kinda nice lor. :O) despite exasperating me a million times and driving me out of my mind, i guess they r a pretty decent lot! :O) anywae, since i volunteered, i guess i shld just continue to give my best and not back out halfway. well, as long as they continue to offer me some sweet treats in class in game...hehe.. we made this joke out of :low self esteem..so later on wen they refused to pay attention, i moaned to them abt how i was treated like a slave, then the guy jokingly said: aiyah, why so low self esteem wan.. hiakz. i tink they r quite funny , a bunch of jokers! its one tiring experience!

helped a frend write a couple of poems fer a gal he liked todae. to save him any embarrasment, i shall not reveal his name..haiKz...i tink my poems sounded quite nice, but its gorss wen i tink abt it..i mean a gal writing a poem fer another gal? ok la..wad she dosent know wun hurt her la. in the end, i tink she kinda, erm...didnt realie wan to be anything more then frends..(is tt rite?) haiz..so much fer using so much brainpower to tink of those poems! maybe i shuld tie her to a chair and threaten her to get together with my fren..hehe..i mean after all my efforts!??!?!?!?!?!? okay la, im kidding..i where got so sadistic one.. :OP

if u ever read this...( u noe whu u r) pls dun be sad anymore...im worried ya...before u do anything silly..pick up the fone and CALL ME. cheer up la ya?

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/15/2002

Congratulations, you are a Fire Faerie! This means you are feisty, fun, full of energy and the life of every party! Everyone loves a Fire Faerie and you naturally attract people to you. You're a social butterfly and an adventerous, spontaneous person. Another great feature you have is that you can make practically anyone laugh!

dawn fairy on the moon at 7/15/2002

Sunday, July 14, 2002

dawn: i dun neccessarily believe so all e time!